venus must be in retrograde because everyone is emo as fuck this week.
oh lj, you drama outlet, you.

if emotions were a horny guy, lj would be porn or a smoking hot lady in a black dress.
like bugs to the fluorescent light in my other room.
they haven't come around tho since that one day. the bugs, i mean.
drama on the other hand, has paid me a few visits.
damn drama.

but sometimes, when things are going to well, i just feel like getting into a fight.
it breaks the monotony, and sometimes, you might learn something.

i learned a few things this week.

you and me, we go our separate ways for the most part -- climbing, falling, reaching new levels at different times of our lives.
but sometimes, once in a while, you and i meet on a similar plane for a bit and stop to chat.
then one of us will get bored and i'll either push you off that level and laugh, or climb higher to a different one.

right now, we're not on the same level nor place in our lives.
she, in my eyes, needs to grow more because she's arrogant and stupid.
usually i'm right about that stuff. allies and acquaintances confirm my validity.
they'd tell me if i was wrong too. but i'm not. not about this.
it's funny how i'm so nice to so many people that i don't like.
it's funny how everyone is like that.
American society, you are a bitch paradigm.

:)

i'm feeling mean today and i don't feel bad about it at all.
it actually makes me feel kind of . . . cheerful?